So the year is near its end, which is good and bad for me. I'll be more than glad when this last semester of school is done, but I do not look forward to finding an internship. I've dug around online only to discover most of the jobs in my field are located in places I could not afford to live or would really want to go to... And even still most of these jobs are looking for people with years of experience rather than an entry level student. For my friends whom have done their internship, only a handful have secured full time jobs while the rest are in the same situation I am in. Can this be a granted excuse to feel depressed?

I continue to toil in the trivial question of: should I work on stuff FOR my portfolio? Or WORK ON building my portfolio site? I feel like I haven't made anything to show my potential, but at the same time I want an internship ASAP. I just want to graduate so I feel like I've gotten something accomplished. Blah~~~~ <insert complaining here>


In better news, my favorite commercial holiday is coming up, and I'm sure you all can guess... X-Mas! Hurrah. While yes it means I'm broke it also means home cooking and goodies, and I certainly look forward to it.

I just realized, is there a point to this journal? Not really, just on to mention I am no longer ill. Unless you count my insanity, which I dub as normal.


Sharper